Erase my scars
buried deep inside
I only want you
but you are too blind
I am standing here
heart on my sleeve
Hesitatnt I know
Afraid of letting go
These have been some of
the best days of my life.
Laughter all the time
smiles all around
you bring the best in me out.
I don't want to be lonely anymore.
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Thursday, March 1, 2012
The Light that Shines, can eventually Dim
So lately I have been the happiest I have been in a while..
I was in that state of delusion that everything is gleaming
but in reality it was like a shiny penny
eventually even it loses its luster.
I want to be the best thing he could have imagined,
the one to support his actions and goals,
It wasn't love, we weren't there yet
but there was definitely a deep connection.
The potential that it had was great.
My heart is not broken but only slightly cracked
and if he realizes the girl I am before it's to late
things could still open all the doors to possibilities.
I had this wall built to where it was hard to let a man in
and look what happened, I did and now it can't be fixed.
The way he made me feel was unlike any other and
now he has made me want to feel it again.
I could have been his best friend, the one to pick him up when he was down.
It has never been about what he thinks he needs to be able to give me
or the money he thinks he needs to make.
I "fell" for him for exactly the way he is and was when he was no one to me.
I have been waiting for this feeling and to have the burst of butterflies.
You know the ones, the ones you get with the simple thought of someone,
when that song plays or when the phone rings and you know that it's him, the smile you get on your face with you see him leaning against the wall of your house just waiting for you to open that door.
Those are the things to live for, the things to want in life.
I want those things, in all of my life I had this plan and never,
ever did I see this turn of events.
The plan I had has been altered so many times that it's blurry,
Getting through all the difficulties of past relationships and hardships,
I am smiling and laughing again.
The simple thought of holding hands makes me feel like a woman with a purpose.
The lights are now coming to a dim and my heart aches just a little,
but as the say "this too shall pass."
I was in that state of delusion that everything is gleaming
but in reality it was like a shiny penny
eventually even it loses its luster.
I want to be the best thing he could have imagined,
the one to support his actions and goals,
It wasn't love, we weren't there yet
but there was definitely a deep connection.
The potential that it had was great.
My heart is not broken but only slightly cracked
and if he realizes the girl I am before it's to late
things could still open all the doors to possibilities.
I had this wall built to where it was hard to let a man in
and look what happened, I did and now it can't be fixed.
The way he made me feel was unlike any other and
now he has made me want to feel it again.
I could have been his best friend, the one to pick him up when he was down.
It has never been about what he thinks he needs to be able to give me
or the money he thinks he needs to make.
I "fell" for him for exactly the way he is and was when he was no one to me.
I have been waiting for this feeling and to have the burst of butterflies.
You know the ones, the ones you get with the simple thought of someone,
when that song plays or when the phone rings and you know that it's him, the smile you get on your face with you see him leaning against the wall of your house just waiting for you to open that door.
Those are the things to live for, the things to want in life.
I want those things, in all of my life I had this plan and never,
ever did I see this turn of events.
The plan I had has been altered so many times that it's blurry,
Getting through all the difficulties of past relationships and hardships,
I am smiling and laughing again.
The simple thought of holding hands makes me feel like a woman with a purpose.
The lights are now coming to a dim and my heart aches just a little,
but as the say "this too shall pass."
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